My emotions are raw today. It’s 4:45 pm and still in my pajamas. I’m sad and confused. When buried memories bubble up I work hard to lock them back up. I saw the ladybug on the roses, it brought the biggest smile. The excitement was enough to grab the camera. A smile is a great distraction, half a smile is better than none. All I can give is a half-smile today. Guilt took over, guilt tells me I’m lazy and my husband is going to leave me. I know it’s the illness talking but it hit me hard today because I was weak.
Melinda
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And that picture is INCREDIBLE!! 🙂
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My Dearest Twin!
Read today’s post. I guarantee a smile (at least, 10 teeth showing 🙂 )
And I started with the word Guilt too 🙂
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Hiding in the open Twin P,
That is hilarious. I have hundreds pee stories.You skipped straight to pee when we didn’t get started good on poo stories. Are you saying, you never pooped on yourself? I know your kids have you plenty of poo stories. Thank you for the dedication.
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Awaiting poo stories Twin M
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Hi Twin 🙂
My memory is failing… For sure I have a lot of stories. I just remembered that one and I thought you need it 🙂
Hugs,
Twin P
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I understand, I often feel those self hating thoughts, illness can kick us on our butts. That’s a beautiful photo 🙂 It made me smile as well,
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