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Yosemite Park
Yosemite Park
Yosemite Park
Yosemite Park
Yosemite Park
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I’m so glad your mind wants to go there!! :)
A few pictures were missing (like a picture of Hugh and wine near the pond… we’ll have to work on them :D)
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Hi Twin P
Still in a bad attitude. Not happy about much of anything. I don’t like feeling this way. Mostly from pain & frustration from Lyme. The other pure anger over finding a new doctor. When I feel this bad I don’t give a shit. I cry easy and get mad/sad I don’t have anyone to care enough to help me (husband). I told him last night I’m to sick to do what needs to get done and it would be nice if he gave a shit. I’m worse today. Not Lyme my frustration. If it didn’t hurt so bad and kill my brain cell, I would just forget it and move on. I can handle pain but who wants to grow older with less brain cells. I may be alone with no one to take care of me.
I’m also emotional because Feb 12th is the day my gramps dies and Feb 23 my father killed himself. I can hide almost everything but there are a couple of days which are harder. I always get drunk on the day my father killed himself. The last time I fell several time, blood all over the bathroom and living room. A concussion and several several lacerations later. I don’t know what I’ll do this year. It’s the only day I allow myself to think about my father without think about the abuse.
I have so many post started and hands hurt to bad to finish. I have a email to send to everyone in group, several weeks behind. Daniel is very busy so I can’t give some to him. I sound like like I’m just feeling sorry for my self. So many people have life much worse and I’m bitching about my issues. Just getting more depressed.
Drained Twin M
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Dear Twin, you have it really really bad. I don’t really know many who have it worse than you.
I’m sorry February is a shitty month. I hope you find some alternative thing to do.
I’m sorry finding a doctor is so hard.
This weekend I’m alone and I should be getting things done. I just don’t know where to start :)
Did you get the chair?
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Compassionate Twin P
Millions have it worse than me! Feb. is difficult with Lyme on top of it makes it worse. I called about chair yesterday. Tomorrow he is going to get the on phone because they will not want to talk to me. I am so ready for my chair, the couch is getting old and sleeping in the bed one night had me in pain for several days. I’m so used to taking care of me and everything else. Sometimes you just want someone to take care of you. I’m not talking laundry or flowers, it’s a hug when you cry and it not having to ask multiple time for help. I have the doctor I want to see but DC is the hang up. If a doctor in Houston can’t be found soon. I’m going to DC. I may have to do the wheel chair route and fly by myself but he is the best docotr, people from all over the world come to see him. He is the only top Lyme doctor practicing. I can die from Lyme, that hit’s me in the head sometimes.
I have your goodies boxed up just trying to figure our if I need a tax form. I can’t wait to you get the one we both have, we can work on getting photos of and post.
I eat like a cow with a double stomach when I feel this bad. I guess one good thing is being so sick and sleeping so much burns off calories.
Hugs
M
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I think that if you right gift you don’t need a tax form (but you better ask!) :)
Go to DC if you think you can do it.
I hope you chair gets there soon. I sleep one night on the wrong place and everything hurts for days. I can’t imagine how are you doing it for so long!
many hugs!
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Only so many options!
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I think that if you right gift you don’t need a tax form (but you better ask!) :)
Go to DC if you think you can manage. DOn’t wait, you can’t afford that! <3
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I’m making a decision soon. I haven’t taken any meds for over a month. I just get more sick.
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I know! And I’m worried… You can’t get weak or you’ll get anything that is flying around!
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Work on a business plan. Write down the skill you have our can learn quickly to do from home. I have lots more just haven’t put it to paper.
M
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I’ll see what I can do or learn (first German because life here is getting difficult without speaking it!) :)
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Think about, just what comes to mind on first go round. What do German people need to buy even if they can do or make themselves. Don’t spend lots of time on it just get the brain thinking of what you can do or learn that people pay for now.
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No idea Twin :)
I don’t know them so well yet!
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Go on Etsy.com and see vendors who ship to Germany. You might want to look at Ebay for certain items. Etsy is more hand make and are know for homemade products. You might even get an idea. That’s a good start it’s great you have some time to look while kids are gone this weekend.
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I have many thing that I made by hand. Maybe one day I could collect all of them and see if I could sell them :)
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