Withdraw, Now What.
Here are the two best prayers I know: Help me, help me, help me and Thank you, thank you, thank you. Anne Lamott
I have two weeks of living to share with you. When the drugs are back in your system it takes several weeks to peak. Withdraw is on the been there & done that list. The psychological pain will linger longer than the physical pain. I am recovering from physical injuries caused from thrashing around in the bathroom. During the worst days I closed myself off to prevent my husband from seeing me. I’m resting, trying to not overdo it.
One positive from withdraw is the reminder I’m a Survivor.
I’m starting to feel human, self-critical but human. Which is perfect since I have oral surgery on Thursday.
I’ll be back in the grove soon.