Updated Random Thoughts On This Side Of Mental Illness

This post was from the 2020 Mental Health Awareness Month and I believe it’s still relevant for Mental Health Awareness Month 2022.  I’ve been stable for a couple of years and am thankful for every day that I’m healthy. This is more an opinion piece than a post. 

Second Birthday

May is Mental Health Awareness Month and mental health has been on my mind more than normal. I come from generations of family members with mental illness including my father who had Bipolar Disorder and eventually committed suicide.

I expect this to be an unpopular post, but that’s okay I want to hear all your comments.

All people have to be held accountable for their actions. The thought that came to mind this morning was a murder case that disturbs me to this day. A woman in Texas drowned all five of her children in the bathtub. She pleaded temporary insanity. I would have to agree she was insane, how could someone kill their five children? She only spent five years in a mental health ward in the prison and was then released from jail. Is five years of medical oversite enough punishment? Is she no longer insane? I think not. I’m responsible for all of my actions regardless of my mental state. She should have been moved to the regular jail system to pay for her murder charges.

My father sexually abused me, was it ok because he was mentally ill? It wasn’t his fault? I don’t buy into that theory. My father never sought help for his mental illness and committed suicide at 52 years old. He made the decision to not seek treatment, at the end of his life he was too sick to see how far down he was. He’ll be held accountable by a higher power than me.

I was nine years old the first time I attempted suicide, it was the first of many attempts throughout my life. As an adult, I educated myself on my illness and have a support system in place. I have to be disciplined in taking my medication, going to therapy, seeing my Psychiatrist, and communicating with my husband or paying the price of becoming unstable.

Mental health matters and people with mental illness need medical help if not for a crisis, for knowledge, and for heading off a problem.

What do you think? Are five years in a mental hospital punishment enough for killing your five children?

Melinda

3 comments

  1. “I’m responsible for all of my actions regardless of my mental state. She should have been moved to the regular jail system to pay for her murder charges.” I agree. Anyone who intentionally kills a child should never be allowed to be free again. The risk is too great. This is especially true of a mother who was damaged enough to override maternal instincts and love. I’m so thankful you had your grandparents.

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