Here are the two best prayers I know: Help me, help me, help me and Thank you, thank you, thank you. Anne Lamott
I have two weeks of living to share with you. When the drugs are back in your system it takes several weeks to peak. Withdraw is on the been there & done that list. The psychological pain will linger longer than the physical pain. I am recovering from physical injuries caused from thrashing around in the bathroom. During the worst days I closed myself off to prevent my husband from seeing me. I’m resting, trying to not overdo it.
One positive from withdraw is the reminder I’m a Survivor.
I’m starting to feel human, self-critical but human. Which is perfect since I have oral surgery on Thursday.
I’ll be back in the grove soon.
Xx M
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Oh M, you endure so much! It’s heart-breaking. But you’re right about one thing, you ARE a survivor <3
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I suppose enduring and over coming is a good definition of Surviving.
You are a Survivor, don’t ever forget. Everyone has bumps, even pot holes, a Survivor gets back up, continue pushing forward and learning along the way.
I think of you often.
:)
M
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<3
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Great. Wish for health and peace for you.
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Thank you David, it’s been a rough ride.
:)
M
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If I my be……
I am sending you lite and love
You hang in there
You know where to find me
As always sheldon
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Sheldon
Thank you for letting me know you are there. You’re always there with a kind word. It sounds to me like you know where I’ve been and the daily struggles.
Sending Good Karma Your way
M
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I have a second sense
Take it easy
You know where to find me
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Thanks Sheldon
You’re a good man.
:)
M
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