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Summer Here Its Time For Ticks

This is a post I wrote in 2015 right after my port was inserted. I feel it’s important for people to understand the magnitude of Lyme Disease, it can be life-threatening if it develops into the chronic stage like mine did.

Summer is right around the corner and most won’t give ticks a second thought. Here’s a photo of why you should. IV Antibiotic Therapy is administered the same way chemotherapy is, thru a port straight into your system.

The amount of antibiotics required to fight Lyme is so high your stomach can’t handle it. Your stomach has a hard enough time with the medication you do have to take and the nausea medication only goes so far.

You can’t begin to imagine the care that goes into changing the port bandage, it’s critical that no germs enter the port area. It could cause a deadly infection.

You can prevent Lyme with a few simple steps, please take them while you are out enjoying your summer.

Wear DEET

Check for ticks

Stay out of the tall brush, or tuck your pants into your socks

Wear a hat that hangs down on the back to prevent ticks from falling down your shirt

Wear white socks so you can see the ticks crawling up your legs

Happy trails!

Melinda

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Brief Lyme Update #14 *Lyme-tough Me-still have fight in me*

I had surgery for a Port today, it is required for IV Treatment. I choose IV Therapy because it has a record of healing faster. I can tell already a Port for 9-12 months is no merry-go-round. The surgical area’s not bad.

The procedure is short, it takes longer to prep than do surgery. A catheter goes into a small section of the heart, then is brought thru the skin to take medicine through the tubing hanging down with a blue top. Doctors do the procedure differently. The bandaging stays the entire time and is changed once a week.

This is my basic regimen for those who don’t understand the horrible effects of Lyme IV Therapy. In a future post, I’ll talk about the cost of treatment. If you would like to know more leave me a comment or read all 13 of my Lyme post.  All ticks can carry Lyme, ticks the size of sesame seed to a piece of rice. P.S. mosquitoes and flies can also carry Lyme. The best revenge is a sunscreen with 20% DEET. If out hiking in pants tucked into socks. Wear light-colored clothes and search like crazy once home, think of a tick that small in your hair.

Starter Regime 

Five Supplements (every day)

Seven RX pills  (every day)

10mg Morphine patch (one a week)

M, W & F  Antibiotic Drip 2 times a day with 2 shots of Heparin

On all other days, two bags of lactose for detox with a shot of Heparin

Each drip takes about an hour

Blood Test once a week

Fly out-of-state once a month for doctor’s appointment

You can not get the bandage wet. Stick saran wrap over the bandage, and you can shower, only if you can do magic tricks. 

I hope seeing a photo and reading the post will help put the two together.

XO  M

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Repost If You Think You Know Lyme, It’s Time For a Serious Refresher

This is a post from 2014 that is just as relevant today as it was then. Lyme kills and it’s totally preventable. Here’s a snapshot of my story at the time. It’s a rather disjointed post as I’m very sick at the time. The facts are the same, the CDC doesn’t have a proper record of Lyme cases and still doesn’t acknowledge that long-term Lyme exists which relates to insurance not paying for care. 

We were put in the very position of having to take out a second loan on our house for my $150,000 medical bills. I still have many complications with my health today some most likely related to Lyme.

Yes, Warrior was the nickname I went by in 2014. 

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2014

Over the past 6+ months, my Neurologist has performed every test in her arsenal except a spinal. Every test she ran came back abnormal yet she was not able to pin down a diagnosis (see post Are Those My Brainwaves). She referred me to a Rheumatologist to start on the treadmill again.

I started researching illnesses that included brain wave abnormalities to weed out my more common symptoms. There were the ones I expected, Lupus, Multiple Sclerosis, or other autoimmune disorders. I didn’t think my answer would come from RA Doctor.

More research and what I found was alarming, not the illness alone, but the politics and witch hunt taking place. The illness is Lyme or other tick-borne illnesses. The CDC rates Texas as med-high concentration. The east coast is at epidemic levels with some articles stating we are facing epidemic levels across the country.

I had a different idea for this post yet feel it’s critical to get this information out ASAP. When I learned of the divide in the medical community over Lyme, I shook my head. What is the controversy? The CDC establishes treatment standards for doctors. The standard Lyme test is based on 20-year-old information. What happens is you go to the doctor for a Lyme test, and it comes back negative. You then find out the test is 30% +/- correct. The CDC acknowledges the test has false positives yet the standard for testing hasn’t changed.

With a lack of confidence in the test, I wanted to see a Lyme Literate Doctor. What blew my mind was a current-day Salem Witch Hunt is happening. On one side of the controversy are doctors who specialize in Lyme and tick-borne illness. If a tick bite is not caught right away it grows in your system. Lyme looks like a long skinny curly worm. It bores thru your body damaging your organs or brain depending on where it lands. The symptoms can move around your body as the virus spreads.

Lyme is hard to kill, it can encapsulate itself in an invisible cocoon and is near impossible to see under a microscope. The Lyme doctors take the approach, attack the virus aggressively for long periods of time to prevent a relapse. People who are very ill from Lyme can require years of antibiotics. Not only to kill the virus more importantly to save your life.  Here’s the rub, the CDC states that 2 weeks of antibiotics will cure Lyme and doctors can prescribe an extra 2 weeks if needed. Medicare pays based on the standard set by the CDC. Insurance companies only pay what Medicare pays.

Doctors treating Lyme patients until they start to get called before the Medical Review Board and have their license taken away for a year. Insurance companies are canceling people’s policies and they are left with 150k+ in out-of-pocket expenses. People have to decide do they lose their house or get their loved one’s treatment. It is heartbreaking to watch the videos on YouTube.

There are two main associations which doctors join, it has become one assoc. for long-term treatment and the other against. Most doctors go underground and do not list themselves as Lyme Literate.

When I decided to seek out a Lyme Literate doctor it was a process. I called the association, and they took the info on where I lived and would call back. The next morning I received a call with a doctor’s name and phone number. I later found out the doctor I’m seeing was the first to lose his license for a year. I didn’t know if I should jump for joy or not.

I can’t stress enough how serious the illness can get. I’m battling over 50 symptoms on any given day. The size of tick you are looking for is a nymph about the size of a sesame seed. When you’re doing tick checks on you and the kids, these are hard to see. Around 30% of people get a bulls-eye rash. Please remember to check your scalp, they can hang out in your hair. A flashlight might help with this task.

I’ll keep you up to date on how my appointment goes. I’m not worried about what, I need an answer to move on to the next hurdle. I will do a f/u post including more information about treatments.    Warrior

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Lyme Update 18 *Chronic Illness & Controlled Substances*

The days get lonely, when your symptoms reach the disability stage. Times can get lonely, ask friend or create a circle of like-minded friends who you can talk honestly with.  Keep Learning.

If you’re concerned about addiction, talk to Doctor as you decide the treatment best for you.One complete withdraw on Xanax and two days without Temazepam. This is a monthly struggle. The CDC is putting a tighter grip on Control  Substance management is critical if you suffer from lack of memory.

Going thru withdraw in August and not clear how, I had to understand how this happened. I get anxiety when an addictive drug is running low. I’m addicted to are Xanax, Dexedrine, Tramadol, and Morphine Patches. The Xanax and Dexedrine are for mental illness the others are for Lyme Protocol.

The ongoing frustration is with myself, CVS and my husband. It is difficult to take care of a Chronically Ill person. My husband has to work, do every task at home, grocery shopping, everything.  That’s a big understatement. I have severe dysfunction in memory & cognitive ability.

CVS had new script for increased dosage of four a day, first refill my Doctor called increased to 3 daily, a week later he increased the dosage to 4X. If CVS would have filled each new increased dosage I could skipped the experience of 100% withdraw.

Part of my Lyme Protocol is Temazepam, a restless leg medicine. If you can’t sleep you’re not reducing inflammation on your body. Inflammation is key to treating Chronic Illness. Temazepam (I’m addicted to) is a Controlled Substance, Insurance companies approve refills somewhere between days 3-5 days before running out.There’s no Texas law on when Controlled Substances are refilled. CVS made the decision to help end Drug Addiction by only refilling two days before running out. CVS made change without telling customers. The new policy on refilling your prescriptions has a huge impact on every customer. Refilling prescriptions two days before running out may cause high levels of anxiety and difficulty to make it to CVS two days before running out.

The reason I went crazy, my Temazepam, which had increased dosage , new script already at CVS pharmacy. I’m coming out of withdraw and already having nightmares of two withdraws in one month.I usually take the problems and get it done, my anxiety was so high, I had a Mental Break. Walking around with a note of how many days before running out.

All of life’s challenges ask us are we ready for the next challenge, can you rise up. I trusted God and the future before me. I’ve learned Chronic Lyme had impacted my self-image, always talking about how long before I died, always being asked who are you talking to.

The last couple weeks you’ve seen me struggle with my confidence. I’m bleeding out. I pray you learned something from the post and can a skip withdraw.

Xx  M

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Lyme Update #16 *Lyme Winning–Me, blew a gasket and leaking oil

Let’s Talk Lyme

Last update, we talked about IV Therapy as a treatment option for Chronic Lyme Disease. IV Therapy is one type of medicine to help you heal. I also take a close to 20 prescriptions and who knows how many supplements. Insurance doesn’t pay for the IV Therapy which is quite common. To ask a question thru the patient Portal it’s $45 dollars. I blew a gasket last week and the portal is running hot. I’m blessed we have the money and see a top Lyme Doctor. I think there is a book called She’s Come Undone. I came undone and still finding parts.

Before quitting work, I was a highly successful, the top salesperson in the company. I set very high goals for myself and those who interact with clients. If I made an error I was accountable to make it right with the clients. If one of my people made a mistake, they got the eye and then I had to take responsibility.

There are several PA’s working in the office, mine is the hard ass, just the way I like it. I meet “The” PA while mine was out. I wasn’t impressed but chalked it up to being new. David and I have conference calls to see how adjusted to medicine, all the questions you wish would end. I heard my PA was not available for two weeks so we are meeting with the PA another PA. I am meticulous about my health care, I would reschedule before going to a fill in. I kept saying I’m not talking to her. She was reading questionnaire and David was answering. She said Melinda how are you feeling, ” ok except I almost split my head open. The knot was 5-6 inches big and it really hurt. ” Oh, that sounds like it hurt. My firecracker was lit and would blow any minute. In addition to passing over hitting my head on concrete, she said the IV that was on backorder was in and she would a one week protocol. After the one week, I am off IV’s and take ton o meds. She even indicated we might be able to coordinate to have my port removed.

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A couple of hours later I’m putting my medicine for the week. Right away I notice two drugs on the schedule I don’t take. I became a complete baby and ass. I refused to take my IV’s or other meds last week. We’ve dipped into retirement money to save my life. I don’t think I expect to much from the office. First she would have seen none of my Psychiatric medicines are manages my the Lyme Doctor. The had written at bottom to continue to take two Xanax at bedtime. RED FLAG. If an IV medicine has been out of stock for months, I would as the person in charge if any where delivered. RED FLAG. My head still has a painful bump and on going headaches. So, nothing they can do. RED FLAG. She wrote the new oral prescriptions and changed to date to travel to their office instead of later.

The point other than the rant is if you are not feeling right, stop and have them start at beginning. If you’re dealing with another person instead of you normal person. Slam the breaks. I was so worked up, the chest pains started. I decided I would wait until morning to write the $45 letter to my PA

Chronic Lyme Disease is not a common cold or chicken pox, people die from Lyme. I didn’t want to add to the stats. I’m not suggesting you blow a fuse. If you are not getting the treatment expected or information is not shared with you, you have no clue when they think you’ll get well. Get a new doctor and maybe scream.

There are many details to manage everyday. If I can keep track with only 30-40% cognitive ability, what’s their excuse?

I still owe you a story about TSA checking my body parts for the world to see. Be prepare if you flew in/out Reagan National.

I’m always open for questions, you’re not bothering me and I’m glad to help.

🙂

M

Chronic Lyme Disease · Lyme Literate Doctor

Dr. Jemsek “Speaks the Truth”About Lyme Disease

Dr Jemsek is an Infectious Disease Doctor who played a pivotal role identifying AIDS in N. Carolina.You will hear him mention in the video. He is my hero and my Doctor.

There are several treatment methods, each Doctor is different. I’m on antibiotic IV Therapy 5 days a week, Lactose Ringer when not on IV Therapy, close to 30 supplements, Morphine Patch, two horrible liquid Rx’s and close to 35-40 prescriptions.

YouTube is an awesome source for Lyme information.

Xx  M

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Brief Lyme Update #14 *Lyme-tough Me-still have fight in me*

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I had surgery for a Port, it is required for IV Treatment. I choose IV Therapy because it has a record of healing faster. I can tell already a Port for 9-12 months is no merry-go-round. The surgical area’s not bad. I fell breaking my arm or it was run over by a monster truck before the trip.

The procedure is short, it takes longer to prep than do surgery. A catheter goes into small section of heart, then is brought thru skin to take medicine thru tubing hanging down with blue top. Doctors do the procedure differently.The bandaging stays the entire time and is changed once a week.

This is my basic regimen for those who don’t understand the horrible effects of Lyme IV Therapy. In a future post, I’ll talk about cost of treatment. If you would like to know more leave me a comment, or read all 13 of my Lyme post.  All ticks can carry Lyme, ticks the size of sesame seed to seed of rice. P.S. mosquitoes and flies can also carry Lyme. The best revenge is sunscreen with 20% DEET. If out hiking in pants tuck into socks. Wear light-colored clothes and search like crazy once home, think of a tick that small in your hair.

Basic Regime 

Five Supplements (everyday)

Seven RX pills  (everyday)

10mg Morphine patch (one a week)

M,W& F  Antibiotic Drip 2 times day with 2 shots Heparin

All other days, two bags of lactose for detox with shot of Heparin

Each drip takes about an hour

Blood Test once a week

Fly out-of-state once a month for doctor’s appointment

You can not get bandage wet, sticky saran wrap over bandage, you can shower. If you can do magic tricks. 

I hope seeing a photo and reading the post will help put the two together.

XO  M

Lyme · Lyme Literate Doctor

Lyme Update 13: *On Yellow Brick Road With The Wicked Witch*

Vintage Floral and Grungy Background

We were in DC last week for appointment with Lyme doctor. The Pope being in town caused  roadblocks and much excitement. Perfect weather, I could tell from the hotel window. The appointment was originally scheduled as phone update. I’m so frustrated, the doctor needed to see and hear. I contemplated not having treatment. If I could die from treatment, they needed more skin in the game. Staffers taking days to return calls or giving different answers. Most of the frustration comes from not starting treatment. I left with several prescriptions, one a Morphine patch. Finally she understood how much pain I’m in. We left with a surgery date and what to expect the next 9-12 months.

I’m scheduled for surgery 10/25/15 to implant the catheter which is part of IV Infusion Therapy. The catheter goes in your arm or upper chest, to the heart and comes out in upper chest. Twice a day for 9-12 months, a sterile process of preparing medicine takes place with every Infusion. We are waiting to hear if RN will prepare infusion or I have to do. I will have a RN once a week to change bandage on port in chest.

The trip to doctor in DC last week was difficult with a cane. I’ll have to take wheelchair soon. I’ll go to DC once a month, it will not take long to break my body down.

There is a war going on in my body, we’ll see how IV Therapy attacks the monsters within. A battle is taking place in my brain.

The cost of is always on my mind. We’ve made sacrifices for years to live comfortable in retirement. I feel tremendous quilt. The doctor estimates five-years to get well/well as get. Not only does it change our daily life with the treatments, we may not have money to get us thru retirement. I’ve made the decision to stop therapy when the money concerns reach a certain level.

Next month is busy. I pray some good news comes my way.

XO  M

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Lifesaving Lyme Disease Article And Resources For Safe Activities Outdoors This Fall

 

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Most countries are seeing warmer Fall and Winters, which allow ticks to live. Keep in mind enjoying hiking this Fall. Lyme Specialist recommend a spray with 20% DEET. Please read the article written in New York Magazine by a doctor who contracted Lyme Disease. He shares the difficult journey for diagnosis. It is heart breaking. Due to delay in diagnosis he had several heart surgeries and ultimately a heart transplant. Shocking even to me. XO M

Helpful Resources:

New York Magazine

http://nymag.com/scienceofus/2015/06/what-its-like-to-have-severe-lyme-disease.html?ncid=newsltushpmg00000003

International Lyme and Associated Diseases Society

www.ilads.org

Lyme Disease Network
www.lymenet.org

Lyme Info
www.lymeinfo.net

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Lyme Journal Entry 12 *Summer Refresher, NO ONE Is Immune To Lyme*

I’ve been sick for years without a correct diagnoses. I took a wild guess and found a Lyme doctor. A reckless one. He gave me a lab report saying I had three times the level of lead than normal. We spent three days looking for LEAD. I called the office, while on hold I realized this wasn’t my labs.

Chronic Lyme Disease is a long battle. I wanted the best Doctor possible, off to D.C. for my first visit with Dr. Jemsek. I learned the Lyme Disease has progressed. My cognitive ability is 50-60%, I have Adrenal Fatigue, it can take five years of treatment to get well, or well as I’ll get. The tests were positive and will allow for IV Infusion Treatment. The next step is how much insurance will cover. Without insurance coverage the cost of IV Infusion Treatment for six months is $40-60K. I also have to fly to D.C. every month for checkup.  FUN! FUN!

 I sincerely thank my friends, you’ve lifted my spirit with every comment of well wishes.  

I’ve included videos showing people who have Chronic Lyme. One video is my doctor, Dr. Jemsek. The crowd is mainly patients he’s treated over the years. Celebrating the premier of his movie Under Our Skin.  XO  Melinda

Jemsek speaks out

Avril Lavigne

**Everyone who spends time outside or has children playing near wooded areas. The video is an hour-long homemade video made by her husband. I urge everyone to watch. It will remind you DEET products are the only recommendation by Lyme Specialist. I don’t like DEET but if saves a child or yourself from getting Lyme, it’s a tradeoff I’d take.

XO M

Lyme · Survivor

Lyme Journal Entry Eleven *Lyme Winning Me..Mad As Hell*

Wild Crazy Hair
Wild Warrior Hair

Four months ago I wrote the last Lyme Journal Entry. I thought my strength would allow me to blog thru the illness. Then the 5-6 month point turned my life upside down and it’s been hell. I fired Lyme doctor and not taking meds at this time. I know many are wondering why the hair photo? I was losing hair by the handful and showering was near impossible with longer hair. When you can’t stand, lift your arms or sit down without falling, showering is a problem. I planned a nice Army shave but David would not help. I grabbed the scissors and cut eight inches off. Feels great, looks like crap. Who cares? 

I’m sure people have noticed my positive attitude is quickly sliding. The mounting problems are not all Lyme related. My cat Truffles is dying, lack of communication from my doctor, getting so sick and walking some days is extremely painful. Our bed was to hard so I moved to couch months ago. I lived on the couch now. Not bad for sleeping accept all the animals want to go out, poke me in back, cat needs to attack me. Even attempting to get enough sleep is impossible. With Chronic Lyme Disease sleep is your best friend and a key to survival.

 Let me share some Lyme politics for newbies.

Most of the expert Lyme Literate Doctors, are not practicing. Several years ago doctors where watching people die using CDC standards, which states patients can only receive 2-4 weeks of antibiotics at most.  The Lyme doctors who understood how the viruses worked knew 4 weeks was a joke. The doctors worked together helping each out calling in antibiotics for the others patients. I have Chronic Lyme, it can take 1-3 years to get well. Medication is one of the many ways to heal. Getting enough sleep is number one after the meds., take supplements, gluten-free diet and eat foods to help your body heal. No Coffee and drink only electrolyte water. 

There was a huge division among Lyme doctors when the CDC allowed several doctors to patent the virus. Makes no sense to me. For years patients were clueless of the division. Both sides fought hard with the CDC to prove their data, from the video’s on YouTube it looks like the battle was lost before presentations started. The expert Lyme Literate doctors were quite vocal and a witch hunt is what followed the meeting. Doctors appeared before the Medical Board and where not able to practice, some for up to a year. Several doctors lost their clinic and everything they owned trying to keep their patients alive. It is a complete mess the CDC let happen, needless to say, I’m pissed. Just a little more background info to burn into you brain.

Many Chronic Lyme patients become so sick they are not able to work.The first reality is you no longer have insurance and can not afford new insurance if you could buy. I’ve watch video after video on YouTube of people with good paying jobs, rack up several thousand dollars in doctor bills and many have to file bankrupt, losing everything. One video told of a couple who owed their parents $500,000 dollars. Lyme effects everyone in your family, friends, your health and financial security.

It’s going on Spring in some parts but summer will be here quickly. I don’t want any of you or family members to struggle with a virus which looks like a worm. The viruses travel thru the blood until they can find a way to you major organs. Lyme likes to get cozy in the liver, kidney, heart and brain. I have three tick borne illnesses and Epstein Bar Virus. I have cognitive issues, my eyes constantly see things moving by my peripheral vision and balance is fleeting. I was in the bathroom two days ago about to reach for medicine cabinet. I slammed into wall hurting my writs and several fingers. If that wasn’t enough I slide down the wall falling on toilet and hurt my leg. The doctors don’t know how much of your ability will come back if any. You have to keep fighting.

Why I fired my doctor. My husband and I formed an impression at first appointment, not so good. I was desperate to start treatment and no other options.

* I start a couple of drugs until the Lab work is back. The follow-up appointment, the first words out of his mouth are you are in a great deal of pain. REALLY? His communication and organization skills are lacking. No pain meds prescribed. He has to call someone in to bring him something several times during appointment.

*I’m loaded down with over 50 pills to take a day plus 15-20 supplements and sleep all I can. The equation doesn’t work. I have gastro issues and the high-powered antibiotics made me nausea’s all the time. I asked to have PICC line in arm to give my stomach a break. He did not plan to use a PICC line? Almost every patient gets a PICC line so they can fill you full of drugs and bypass your stomach. My wheels are turning. He has lab work for me to do, I didn’t do it. He never asked about the Labs. He said my Lead levels were three times higher than normal, in dangerous range. No follow-up test ordered, it was like “so you know”. I’m scared, my brain is on overload, the test said current and ongoing exposure. I spent about two weeks looking for an answer. I looked at top of report one day, it wasn’t my report. Admin acted like no big deal. HIPPA laws are not new.

With the list of experts I start going down the list, ONE of the leading Lyme Literate Doctors stills practices. The doctors called before Medical Board and CDC. Now are full-time advocates/researchers. I phone his office in DC and they are taking patients. When you have cognitive issues filling out 50 pages is crazy. I stayed up last night to get everything I could without waking my household. With Gods help I will finish paperwork tomorrow and get appointment in next month or two.

ILADS is the professional organization Lyme Literate doctors belong to. I saw the tab on site for ILADS Protocol on Lyme. I jumped for joy. Let’s hit them with our best shot. We have boxing gloves on and the truth will come out. The document was extensive for the different stages of Lyme or other tick born illnesses. I felt so happy that others may not have to suffer in the near future. The document was well research by leading scientist, leading hospitals, large populations of people. I cheered when I read reasearch which outlined how the current system is incorrect, and they went all out. On the issues of insurance, extensive research with real patients exposed what the CDC is keeping from the public. If you want to learn more about Lyme, YouTube has so many videos, you might not have to go anywhere else. If you like the medical jargon go to ILADS site. 

A shout out to others who suffer from Lyme or tick borne illness. I think of you, pray for you and send good karma your way.

XO Warrior

Lyme

What is on your Bucket List?

Toys for Tots Harley Run
Toys for Tots Harley Run

I had a small Bucket List in my head for years, more detailed one on my computer, this week I jumped head first in the deep end. I even added a tab on blog for others to see. Please share, I love hearing your goals. We can support each other thru the storm. The Lyme Disease has taken a toll on the great attitude I started with. Dreaming and writing list put some fire back in the belly. We all have our struggles and thought I would share with you. It’s another night past 2AM and to sick to sleep. Writing doesn’t make me feel better but it gives me a kick in the ass and I needed it. 

There’s an unlimited amount to learn, see, give back and baggage to let go of. My first Bucket List now started and written down. I’m a strong believer, if you can feel and see the goal, you can do it. This lesson proved true throughout my business career. I’m fighting hard against Lyme Disease. I’m going to live a full life, adding experiences which expand my soul and support others. 

A sincere thank you and big hug for all the well wishes. I love hearing from you, you bring a smile on days when there are none. It will take a while but “I’ll Be Back”.   XO Warrior

BUCKET LIST STARTED 2015

Tango Lessons

Visit Germany where my family lived before coming to America

Dive again, in 1999 I had panic attack and have not tackled fear

Enjoy Argentinian Wine Country, Twin P will escort me

Be a RAINN Advocate Speaker for Child Abuse and Rape

Volunteer for RAINN to offer support to women while going thru Rape Kit process

Currently starting charity focused on children’s education, providing basic supplies to women/children in shelters and growing community awareness

Provide pastoral support as Ordained Minister with a focus on dying children and the elderly.

Swim with Manatees, Dolphins and Sharks, Sharks only while in cage.

Ride a Camel and Elephant in native environment, treated ethically.

See every inch of Australia. Australia is several countries in one.

Hot air balloon ride French country side.

See coral reef bleaching on Great Barrier Reef, why bleaching? Natural, overfishing or chemical.

Visit countries safe for American women traveling alone. To build confidence, I like to travel alone to foreign destinations. Germany, Istanbul, India, Dubai, Alaska, a good start.

Learn to rescue animals who coexist in our neighborhoods, like ducks, rabbits, owls, bobcats and coyotes.

See fine Turkish rugs being made

Uganda to see Silver Back Gorillas

My organs save a life

I think seeing photos of past adventures will jack up my motivation.

Church of the Spilled Blood  St. Petersburg, Russia
Church of the Spilled Blood    St. Petersburg, Russia

Gulf Shores, Alabama
Gulf Shores, Alabama

Sydney Opera House
Sydney Opera House

Advocacy · Celebrate Life · Chronic Lyme Disease · Health and Wellbeing · Lyme · Men & Womens Health · Mental Health · Tick Borne Illnesses

Lyme Disease Journal Entry Four ** First Back Slapping Turning Point**

These Eyes
These Eyes

This week fatigue had a hold on me. A task requiring little effort takes twice as long. The extra effort is difficult for my multi tasking mind. Waiting on test results added to the stress. The doctor is making me wait until Sept. 19th to discuss the results. He gave me a nugget yesterday. I have Lyme, the co-infection Epstein Barr Virus and low Folic Acid. Requiring 2 new RX’s, for a total of 39 pills per day and 3 shots per week. The doctor surprised me with the Folic Acid RX, the red blood cell count was low. My grandmother could put all meds and supplements in one hand, throw them in mouth and swallow at one time. I am the opposite, one pill at a time shoved to back of throat, taking meds is a task. I’m not my best while being in limbo. I can hear gramps telling me, if you learn to enjoy reading , it will teach you patience. Mostly true.

If you have Lyme Disease a great book is The Lyme Disease Solution. My doctor uses as a reference guide. It’s spells out the two schools of thought on Lyme treatment. What a Lyme Literate doctor means and why it’s important to seek this type of doctor. The life cycle of Lyme and why it’s difficult to diagnosis. The different paths doctors may take to heal you, this is very detailed down to the names of meds used. I like the pros and cons of each treatment, it allows you to work with doctor on which is best for you. Some doctors go far beyond a Gluten Free diet, which is outlined. Hopefully my doctor won’t fall into extreme category. There are recipes in the book, they sound great if you cook. I have lived on the same bars, granola snacks, yogurt and cereal. I like Suja drinks, cold pressed, no preservatives, no sugar, all fruit including berries with high levels of antioxidants. Taste great, is expense. My husband eats some Gluten Free snacks, in general we eat separate meals unless I feel like eating meat or eggs. I have not found it difficult to transitions, down the road may be a different story.

This week I’m focusing on the effects of Lyme Disease. Outlined below is not a pity party. I think if people see what everyday is like it will stick with them. If one person uses DEET and doesn’t get Lyme, I will dance to the music. Don’t forget to check pets including cats or any other outside/inside pets. This in the prime time of year for ticks.

The information on Epstein Barr Virus was taken from CDC site. After you get an EBV infection, the virus becomes latent (inactive) in your body. In some cases, the virus may reactivate. This does not always cause symptoms, but people with compromised immune systems are more likely to develop symptoms if EBV reactivates.

*The bedtime set by the doctor is 9:00 PM, I have not made the bedtime yet. I think 11:00 PM is the earliest.

*My husband  has to be home for me to take a shower. That crazy shower chair has caused me to fall twice. It’s worse when I close my eyes, get disoriented.

*One of the probiotics is liquid form to mix in drink. I can’t recall a med ever smelling so rank. I can’t breath when taking a sip.

*I take 3-4 pain pills a day, one taken at night to help me sleep. As a sleeping aid it’s awesome, the brain fog when I wake up is not. It takes a good thirty minutes to join the world.

*The fatigue and I have a difficult relationship. I can’t vacuum my office or much else. I feel tremendous guilt for not contributing to the household work.

*The edema hung around this week, up to my shins. The skin gets so tight it hurts, bumping into something is painful.

*Neuropathy in my hands along with Lyme Arthritis makes my hands very sensitive. My fingernail or pen can barely brush a finger and it feels like a razor blade. Both have little strength, causing me to ask for help. 😦

*I can’t tell you the last time I cooked or washed dishes, can’t stand that long. My husband has to do both.

*When I have a good weekend , I work on laundry instead of resting. Rest is hard, I feel totally lazy. 😦

*The guilt and other emotions can strain a marriage.  😦

*The unrelenting headaches can render you useless. All you can do is lay down, pray for sleep.

*I have ulcers in my mouth and nose, a side effect of one med. FUN!

*The amount of hair loss daily is depressing. Good thing I wear a ball cap most of time.

*Due to the level of inflammation in my body, infections pop up, this week it’s a bladder infection. So much fun!

*I stay positive even though I’m starting year five of being sick. A year spent on diagnosing Lyme. The remainder on heart issues. A lot of guilt builds up, it’s hard not to beat yourself up.

*In staying positive I think some new clothes are needed because I’m going to leave the house. It’s depressing to see the number of shirts with tags on them. In the big scheme I know I’m blessed.

*I have cut my hair for the past 8 months, good thing I watched my hair dresser. My hair is natural color with the grays out front. Why spend $125 on coloring and haircut when I don’t leave the house. Great use for ball cap.

*Reading lab results makes me crazy. I research every line, what does this mean, what is it connected to. I have worked hard not to play doctor this time. The time on internet is unproductive.

*A DNA test was performed. I didn’t know and a bit unsettling. I have gene mutations for two illnesses. I didn’t know what the gene mutations meant in detailed medical terms. WOW! Just seeing the number of doctors involved in verifying the result makes you blink. I did spend many hours learning about the mutations. I have to wait until appointment to see how the results impact Lyme or general health.

M

Caregiver · Lyme · Tick Borne Illnesses

If You Think You Know Lyme It's Time For a Serious Refresher Course

Over the past 6+ months my Neurologist has performed every test in her arsenal except a spinal. Every test she ran came back abnormal yet not able to pin down a diagnosis (see post Are Those My Brainwaves). She refered me to a Rheumatologist to start on the tread mill again. I started researching illnesses which included brain wave abnormalities to weed out my more common symptoms. There were the ones I expected, Lupus, Multiple Sclerosis or other autoimmune disorder. I didn’t think my answer would come from RA Doctor. More reasearch and what I found was alarming, not the illness alone, the politics and witch hunt taking place. The illness is Lyme or other tick borne illnesses. The CDC rates Texas as med-high concentration. The east coast is at epidemic levels with some articles stating we are facing epidemic levels across the country. I had a different idea for this post yet feel it’s critical to get this information out ASAP. When I learned of the divide in the medical community over Lyme, I shook my head. What is the controversy. The CDC establishes treatment standards for doctors. The standard Lyme test is based on 20-year-old information. What happens is you go to doctor for a Lyme test, it comes back negative. You then find out the test is 30% +/- correct. The CDC acknowledges the test has false positives yet the standard for testing hasn’t changed. With a lack of confidence in the test, I wanted to see a Lyme Literate Doctor. This blew my mind, a current day Salem Witch Hunt is happening. On one side of the controversy are doctors who specialize in Lyme and tick borne illness. If a tick bite is not caught right away it grows in your system. Lyme looks like a long skinny curly worm. It bores thru your body damaging your organs or brain depending where it lands. The symptoms can move around your body as the virus spreads. Lyme is hard to kill, it can encapsulate itself in an invisible cocoon and is near impossible to see under microscope. The Lyme doctors take the approach, attack the virus aggressively for long periods of time to prevent a relapse. People who are very ill from Lyme can require years of antibiotics. Not only to kill the virus more importantly to save your life.  Heres the rub, the CDC states 2 weeks of antibiotics will cure Lyme  and doctors can prescribe an extra 2 weeks if needed. Medicare pays based on the standard set by the CDC. Insurance companies only pay what Medicare pays. Doctors treating patients until they are well started getting called before the Medical Review Board having their license taken away for a year. Insurance companies are cancelling people’s policy and they are left with 150k+ in out-of-pocket expenses. People have to decide do we lose our house or get their loved one treatment. It is heartbreaking to watch the videos on YouTube. There are two main associations which doctors join, it has become one assoc. for long-term treatment and the other against. Most doctors go underground and do not list themselves as Lyme Literate. When I decided to see a Lyme Literate doctor it was a process. I called the association, they took info on where I lived and would call back. The next morning I received a call with a doctor’s name and phone number. I later found out the doctor I’m seeing was the first to lose his licenses for a year. I didn’t know if I should jump for joy or not. The information below includes a heartbreaking story of the death of founders son. I can’t stress enough how serious the illness can get. I’m battling over 50 symptoms on any given day. The size of tick you are looking for is a nymph about the size of sesame seed. When you’re doing tick checks on you and the kids, these are hard to see. Around 50% of people get a bull’s-eye rash. Please remember to check your scalp, they can hang out in your hair. A flashlight might help with this task. I’ll keep you up to date on how my appointment goes. I’m not worried about what, I need an answer to move on to the next hurdle. I will do a f/u post including more information about treatments.    Warrior

****************

Lyme Disease Foundation      http://lyme.org

The LDF has worked tirelessly helping others since its formation in 1988. Together, we have trailblazed a wide path of awareness and assistance by educating millions through our media programs; hundreds of thousands in our direct contact programs (e.g. phone calls, letters, faxes, internet), and hundreds of thousands through our medically-accredited education programs. During this time we have obtained millions of dollars for government-administered research and education programs and have assisted others around the world in starting their own foundations, non-profits, support groups, and the like. Empowerment of the public was vital in order to help people protect their families from the devastations that wrecked havoc with my son, Jamie. When he died, a few weeks before his 6th birthday, he was unable to talk, feed himself, sit, crawl, hold his head up, and he fed through a tube in his stomach. It was with that concept of education and empowerment, that I wrote the book, Everything You Need to Know About Lyme Disease.

The LDF was established at a time when only a handful of researchers and patients knew of the “new” illness known as Lyme arthritis. The illness was considered harmless, affecting only joints, could only be contracted in several towns in Connecticut, and one where one cured oneself without medication. The LDF shattered that paradigm and many more that were subsequently proclaimed. Remember when people thought one dose of oral antibiotics cured everyone at any time during the disease? That was proved to be inaccurate. Remember when the disease was considered to have “stages” and it took months to years for the disease to move from one “stage” to the next? That was proved to be inaccurate when our scientists proved dissemination could occur within minutes.

The LDF’s main focus was to bring the diverse groups together (researchers, practitioners, veterinarians, and patients) to help them have a better understanding of the realities of Lyme disease.

We set a course that made sure that basic science findings were matched with the medicine being offered to patients. We made sure that over 100 years of “Lyme” history was reproduced and available for all to read in order to debunk the concept the disease was “new.” Now, we know that a 5,300 year-old Neolithic frozen mummy found in the Alps was proven to have Lyme disease. We made sure that all of the other Lyme manifestations (brain, heart, eye, etc.) were placed on posters and in brochures for all to see and consider. When this disease was portrayed as only a “white persons” disease, we made sure that healthcare professionals also realized that people of many other colors and heritage also suffered from it and were at risk.

People now know that Lyme disease is a multi-system illness that could be life-threatening, the standard antibody blood tests do not predict who has or did not have an infection, and sometimes antibiotics did not clear the infection out of patients. Indeed, some mainstream practitioners were rigid in their beliefs and did not like the message, so they attacked the messenger. But, mainstream basic research proved that science supported the LDF’s message. Even in 2012, we read that a “new” study coming out of Tulane University [http://www.plosone.org/article/info:doi/10.1371/journal.pone.0029914] proves the persistency of Lyme disease infection despite aggressive antibiotic treatment. This harkens back to a prior study, of 15 years ago that showed the same thing.

The tick-borne disease world has changed since our first scientific meeting held a mere 3 months after our formation. Within the first two years, the LDF moved the public’s, employer’s, government’s, and media awareness of “Lyme disease” from an unknown unrecognized mystery illness to one that is universally recognized at over 90%. While science still has a long way to go to find permanent solutions, our mission has been accomplished. There are now many wonderful tick-borne disorder nonprofits throughout the United States, Canada, and around the world. Many wonderful people have joined the community as leaders and are now on the forefront trailblazing new scientific exploration and providing support for those in need. The government has and still is funding many diverse research programs, between that and private scientific funding, I believe the solutions will soon be here. There are enough strong advocates within and outside the medical community to ensure that innovative research is an ongoing reality.

My husband and I co-founded the LDF, when my son Jamie was diagnosed with congenital Lyme Disease. Since then, I have volunteered about 1,000 – 2,000 hours a year for over 24-years to keep the LDF’s doors open. I volunteered throughout the many times Jamie was in and out of the hospital. I continued volunteering despite Tom, Jamie, and my being right in the heart of San Francisco during the 1989 earthquake. When my son died in 1991, I continued volunteering at the LDF. When my daughter was born in 1993, I was still volunteering. Presidents, Congressional members, government personnel have come and gone, and still I was volunteering. Then, I went to law school and spent time between classes answering LDF mail and conducting media interviews from the campus. As time passed, my dad got sick and died and subsequently my mom became sick and died. Despite this, I was still volunteering and conducting LDF business. Throughout the years, the wonderful Board members and other volunteers were also volunteering, fitting their efforts in around their family’s own trials and triumphs.

Unfortunately, in February 2009, I fell on black ice and broke my kneecap and arm. Despite being in a cast, wheelchair, and leg brace, I continued to volunteer at the LDF, attend meetings, design brochures and programs, and attend professional programs (all with the help of my daughter). I was in physical therapy, to relearn to walk, until October 20, 2011, when I was finally walking. Unfortunately, on November 1, 2011, during a long-term power outage from a freak Halloween snowstorm, I fell and massively broke my femur. After multiple surgeries and an extended time in a wheelchair, walker, and nursing home, I find I am now, once again, in physical therapy to re-relearn how to walk. In reflection, since founding the LDF, I have lost my son, mother, father, 5 pets, and father-in-law. I have had the joy of recently celebrating my 38th wedding anniversary and have been lucky to have an incredibly wonderful daughter who just turned 18 and is just finishing her first year of college. Based on the unique lifetime I have had, I find it is time for me to move on to the next chapter in my life.

I am busy securing all of the LDF documents and plan to place them in a format so that the information will not be lost to posterity. As of last week, we no longer accept donations and consider the LDF closed. We wish everyone well and hope to see you’all in the future. We appreciate the vitality and strength of all who have worked so hard to help find solutions to all tick-borne diseases.

I am thanking the LDF friends for their incredible support. I am especially thankful for the LDF Board members who helped change the face of the world, specifically Willy Burgdorfer, PhD, MD (Hon.); James Miller, PhD; Paul Lavoie, MD; Joe Fisher, MBA, CPA; Len Schuchman, DO MPH, FAAFP (who is also our fabulous webmaster!); Julie Rawlings, MPH; John Anderson, PhD; Congressman Berkley Bedell; Thomas E. Forschner, MBA, CPA; Paul Duray, MD; Fran Newman; Frank Demarest & his wonderful family; and Ed Bosler, PhD. I want to make a special mention of Ms. Johanson, an incredible woman who has supported the LDF through all of our great times and lean times. She has been our single most ardent silent supporter throughout the years.

Also, I should thank a variety of leaders in the Lyme community, including, Randy Sykes; Monte & Gregg Skall; Mary Halinski; Linda Lobes; Linda Rinaldi; Sandy Cifone, Bea Szantyr, MD; Elsie Anderson; Ruth & Irwin Vanderhoof, PhD; Linda, Stephanie, & Shane Gordon; Renee Thaler; Dave Kazarian, R.Ph.; Diane Kindree, RN; Amy Jones; Gloria Wenk; and Linda Weiss. Celebrities have also been instrumental in helping, including Kevin Bacon, Billy Joel, Emilio Delgado, Christy Brinkley, and Gianni Russo.

There were many sponsors that donated to the LDF and asked nothing in return, these include: The Society of Actuaries; the Actuarial Foundation; Cutter; Hartz; Walmart; Country Cape Antiques; the No Frills Foundation; and various Rotary clubs. We thank our research partners, such as NIH’s Rocky Mountain Labs; Tulane; Texas A & M; Connecticut Agricultural Experiment Station; and many others.

While many members of Congress have tried to help in numerous ways, Senator Joe Lieberman, Sen. Chris Dodd, Sen. Rick Santorum, and Representative George Hochbruckner and Rep. Joe Courtney have been instrumental in transforming the world’s understanding of ticks and the dangerous pathogens they can transmit.

I also want to thank my daughter, Christy Vanderhoof-Forschner, for the last several years of help in getting me, my wheelchair, and luggage through the airports and to various programs. I am so very glad your life has been tick-disease free! And, a special thanks to Jamie in heaven, for his endless love to us while we tried to make his time on earth one of Joy and Hope.

I thank the patients for their persistence in seeking their proper diagnosis and to the doctors who believed in them, even to the point of risking their own licenses and reputations. I apologize that I have not included everyone’s names. But, I wanted to thank some people now. Once again, I thank you all for your efforts to work together to improve our world for the next generation.

I find I have many fond memories, as well as some sad times. We all have met very wonderful people, some who are here and some that are gone. We will all carry their stories with us. Maybe, someday, I will document the past 24-years of my life so that you can all know the real behind-the-scenes stories during my journey at the tip of the iceberg known as “Lyme disease.”

Sincerely,

Karen Vanderhoof-Forschner

 

Caregiver · Lyme · Tick Borne Illnesses

If You Think You Know Lyme It’s Time For a Serious Refresher Course

Over the past 6+ months my Neurologist has performed every test in her arsenal except a spinal. Every test she ran came back abnormal yet not able to pin down a diagnosis (see post Are Those My Brainwaves). She refered me to a Rheumatologist to start on the tread mill again. I started researching illnesses which included brain wave abnormalities to weed out my more common symptoms. There were the ones I expected, Lupus, Multiple Sclerosis or other autoimmune disorder. I didn’t think my answer would come from RA Doctor. More reasearch and what I found was alarming, not the illness alone, the politics and witch hunt taking place. The illness is Lyme or other tick borne illnesses. The CDC rates Texas as med-high concentration. The east coast is at epidemic levels with some articles stating we are facing epidemic levels across the country. I had a different idea for this post yet feel it’s critical to get this information out ASAP. When I learned of the divide in the medical community over Lyme, I shook my head. What is the controversy. The CDC establishes treatment standards for doctors. The standard Lyme test is based on 20-year-old information. What happens is you go to doctor for a Lyme test, it comes back negative. You then find out the test is 30% +/- correct. The CDC acknowledges the test has false positives yet the standard for testing hasn’t changed. With a lack of confidence in the test, I wanted to see a Lyme Literate Doctor. This blew my mind, a current day Salem Witch Hunt is happening. On one side of the controversy are doctors who specialize in Lyme and tick borne illness. If a tick bite is not caught right away it grows in your system. Lyme looks like a long skinny curly worm. It bores thru your body damaging your organs or brain depending where it lands. The symptoms can move around your body as the virus spreads. Lyme is hard to kill, it can encapsulate itself in an invisible cocoon and is near impossible to see under microscope. The Lyme doctors take the approach, attack the virus aggressively for long periods of time to prevent a relapse. People who are very ill from Lyme can require years of antibiotics. Not only to kill the virus more importantly to save your life.  Heres the rub, the CDC states 2 weeks of antibiotics will cure Lyme  and doctors can prescribe an extra 2 weeks if needed. Medicare pays based on the standard set by the CDC. Insurance companies only pay what Medicare pays. Doctors treating patients until they are well started getting called before the Medical Review Board having their license taken away for a year. Insurance companies are cancelling people’s policy and they are left with 150k+ in out-of-pocket expenses. People have to decide do we lose our house or get their loved one treatment. It is heartbreaking to watch the videos on YouTube. There are two main associations which doctors join, it has become one assoc. for long-term treatment and the other against. Most doctors go underground and do not list themselves as Lyme Literate. When I decided to see a Lyme Literate doctor it was a process. I called the association, they took info on where I lived and would call back. The next morning I received a call with a doctor’s name and phone number. I later found out the doctor I’m seeing was the first to lose his licenses for a year. I didn’t know if I should jump for joy or not. The information below includes a heartbreaking story of the death of founders son. I can’t stress enough how serious the illness can get. I’m battling over 50 symptoms on any given day. The size of tick you are looking for is a nymph about the size of sesame seed. When you’re doing tick checks on you and the kids, these are hard to see. Around 50% of people get a bull’s-eye rash. Please remember to check your scalp, they can hang out in your hair. A flashlight might help with this task. I’ll keep you up to date on how my appointment goes. I’m not worried about what, I need an answer to move on to the next hurdle. I will do a f/u post including more information about treatments.    Warrior

****************

Lyme Disease Foundation      http://lyme.org

The LDF has worked tirelessly helping others since its formation in 1988. Together, we have trailblazed a wide path of awareness and assistance by educating millions through our media programs; hundreds of thousands in our direct contact programs (e.g. phone calls, letters, faxes, internet), and hundreds of thousands through our medically-accredited education programs. During this time we have obtained millions of dollars for government-administered research and education programs and have assisted others around the world in starting their own foundations, non-profits, support groups, and the like. Empowerment of the public was vital in order to help people protect their families from the devastations that wrecked havoc with my son, Jamie. When he died, a few weeks before his 6th birthday, he was unable to talk, feed himself, sit, crawl, hold his head up, and he fed through a tube in his stomach. It was with that concept of education and empowerment, that I wrote the book, Everything You Need to Know About Lyme Disease.

The LDF was established at a time when only a handful of researchers and patients knew of the “new” illness known as Lyme arthritis. The illness was considered harmless, affecting only joints, could only be contracted in several towns in Connecticut, and one where one cured oneself without medication. The LDF shattered that paradigm and many more that were subsequently proclaimed. Remember when people thought one dose of oral antibiotics cured everyone at any time during the disease? That was proved to be inaccurate. Remember when the disease was considered to have “stages” and it took months to years for the disease to move from one “stage” to the next? That was proved to be inaccurate when our scientists proved dissemination could occur within minutes.

The LDF’s main focus was to bring the diverse groups together (researchers, practitioners, veterinarians, and patients) to help them have a better understanding of the realities of Lyme disease.

We set a course that made sure that basic science findings were matched with the medicine being offered to patients. We made sure that over 100 years of “Lyme” history was reproduced and available for all to read in order to debunk the concept the disease was “new.” Now, we know that a 5,300 year-old Neolithic frozen mummy found in the Alps was proven to have Lyme disease. We made sure that all of the other Lyme manifestations (brain, heart, eye, etc.) were placed on posters and in brochures for all to see and consider. When this disease was portrayed as only a “white persons” disease, we made sure that healthcare professionals also realized that people of many other colors and heritage also suffered from it and were at risk.

People now know that Lyme disease is a multi-system illness that could be life-threatening, the standard antibody blood tests do not predict who has or did not have an infection, and sometimes antibiotics did not clear the infection out of patients. Indeed, some mainstream practitioners were rigid in their beliefs and did not like the message, so they attacked the messenger. But, mainstream basic research proved that science supported the LDF’s message. Even in 2012, we read that a “new” study coming out of Tulane University [http://www.plosone.org/article/info:doi/10.1371/journal.pone.0029914] proves the persistency of Lyme disease infection despite aggressive antibiotic treatment. This harkens back to a prior study, of 15 years ago that showed the same thing.

The tick-borne disease world has changed since our first scientific meeting held a mere 3 months after our formation. Within the first two years, the LDF moved the public’s, employer’s, government’s, and media awareness of “Lyme disease” from an unknown unrecognized mystery illness to one that is universally recognized at over 90%. While science still has a long way to go to find permanent solutions, our mission has been accomplished. There are now many wonderful tick-borne disorder nonprofits throughout the United States, Canada, and around the world. Many wonderful people have joined the community as leaders and are now on the forefront trailblazing new scientific exploration and providing support for those in need. The government has and still is funding many diverse research programs, between that and private scientific funding, I believe the solutions will soon be here. There are enough strong advocates within and outside the medical community to ensure that innovative research is an ongoing reality.

My husband and I co-founded the LDF, when my son Jamie was diagnosed with congenital Lyme Disease. Since then, I have volunteered about 1,000 – 2,000 hours a year for over 24-years to keep the LDF’s doors open. I volunteered throughout the many times Jamie was in and out of the hospital. I continued volunteering despite Tom, Jamie, and my being right in the heart of San Francisco during the 1989 earthquake. When my son died in 1991, I continued volunteering at the LDF. When my daughter was born in 1993, I was still volunteering. Presidents, Congressional members, government personnel have come and gone, and still I was volunteering. Then, I went to law school and spent time between classes answering LDF mail and conducting media interviews from the campus. As time passed, my dad got sick and died and subsequently my mom became sick and died. Despite this, I was still volunteering and conducting LDF business. Throughout the years, the wonderful Board members and other volunteers were also volunteering, fitting their efforts in around their family’s own trials and triumphs.

Unfortunately, in February 2009, I fell on black ice and broke my kneecap and arm. Despite being in a cast, wheelchair, and leg brace, I continued to volunteer at the LDF, attend meetings, design brochures and programs, and attend professional programs (all with the help of my daughter). I was in physical therapy, to relearn to walk, until October 20, 2011, when I was finally walking. Unfortunately, on November 1, 2011, during a long-term power outage from a freak Halloween snowstorm, I fell and massively broke my femur. After multiple surgeries and an extended time in a wheelchair, walker, and nursing home, I find I am now, once again, in physical therapy to re-relearn how to walk. In reflection, since founding the LDF, I have lost my son, mother, father, 5 pets, and father-in-law. I have had the joy of recently celebrating my 38th wedding anniversary and have been lucky to have an incredibly wonderful daughter who just turned 18 and is just finishing her first year of college. Based on the unique lifetime I have had, I find it is time for me to move on to the next chapter in my life.

I am busy securing all of the LDF documents and plan to place them in a format so that the information will not be lost to posterity. As of last week, we no longer accept donations and consider the LDF closed. We wish everyone well and hope to see you’all in the future. We appreciate the vitality and strength of all who have worked so hard to help find solutions to all tick-borne diseases.

I am thanking the LDF friends for their incredible support. I am especially thankful for the LDF Board members who helped change the face of the world, specifically Willy Burgdorfer, PhD, MD (Hon.); James Miller, PhD; Paul Lavoie, MD; Joe Fisher, MBA, CPA; Len Schuchman, DO MPH, FAAFP (who is also our fabulous webmaster!); Julie Rawlings, MPH; John Anderson, PhD; Congressman Berkley Bedell; Thomas E. Forschner, MBA, CPA; Paul Duray, MD; Fran Newman; Frank Demarest & his wonderful family; and Ed Bosler, PhD. I want to make a special mention of Ms. Johanson, an incredible woman who has supported the LDF through all of our great times and lean times. She has been our single most ardent silent supporter throughout the years.

Also, I should thank a variety of leaders in the Lyme community, including, Randy Sykes; Monte & Gregg Skall; Mary Halinski; Linda Lobes; Linda Rinaldi; Sandy Cifone, Bea Szantyr, MD; Elsie Anderson; Ruth & Irwin Vanderhoof, PhD; Linda, Stephanie, & Shane Gordon; Renee Thaler; Dave Kazarian, R.Ph.; Diane Kindree, RN; Amy Jones; Gloria Wenk; and Linda Weiss. Celebrities have also been instrumental in helping, including Kevin Bacon, Billy Joel, Emilio Delgado, Christy Brinkley, and Gianni Russo.

There were many sponsors that donated to the LDF and asked nothing in return, these include: The Society of Actuaries; the Actuarial Foundation; Cutter; Hartz; Walmart; Country Cape Antiques; the No Frills Foundation; and various Rotary clubs. We thank our research partners, such as NIH’s Rocky Mountain Labs; Tulane; Texas A & M; Connecticut Agricultural Experiment Station; and many others.

While many members of Congress have tried to help in numerous ways, Senator Joe Lieberman, Sen. Chris Dodd, Sen. Rick Santorum, and Representative George Hochbruckner and Rep. Joe Courtney have been instrumental in transforming the world’s understanding of ticks and the dangerous pathogens they can transmit.

I also want to thank my daughter, Christy Vanderhoof-Forschner, for the last several years of help in getting me, my wheelchair, and luggage through the airports and to various programs. I am so very glad your life has been tick-disease free! And, a special thanks to Jamie in heaven, for his endless love to us while we tried to make his time on earth one of Joy and Hope.

I thank the patients for their persistence in seeking their proper diagnosis and to the doctors who believed in them, even to the point of risking their own licenses and reputations. I apologize that I have not included everyone’s names. But, I wanted to thank some people now. Once again, I thank you all for your efforts to work together to improve our world for the next generation.

I find I have many fond memories, as well as some sad times. We all have met very wonderful people, some who are here and some that are gone. We will all carry their stories with us. Maybe, someday, I will document the past 24-years of my life so that you can all know the real behind-the-scenes stories during my journey at the tip of the iceberg known as “Lyme disease.”

Sincerely,

Karen Vanderhoof-Forschner